tldr: april (except its not tl since i barely posted)
april showers!!
this month was…a lot of work in the first two weeks, then it was playing catch up on clothes and friends and shows and hobbies. it was feeling like i needed to fill a month-long hole punched through my life thanks to a crazy stint at work, and realizing once again that i’m not someone who can thrive in this kind of yo-yo lifestyle.
this month i’ve flipped between feeling impatient and apprehensive. it feels like i’m on the horizon of something (summer, you idiot), and i want it to happen already but i also want time to slow down enough for me to catch up.
in more concrete terms, this month i finally found a plain white shirt that i really love. i fell into a deeeeep hayley williams hole, started listening to noah kahan’s album (which i’m not sure i like as much as his first one?), and started pottery class. i’ve been working out more regularly and so far im convinced that everyone who says its supposed to make you feel better is just lying to themselves.
and i heard that morgensterns reopened, so maybe hope really does spring eternal.